For The Record., I just want to give up.

Notes: 5 / 2 months ago

I just want to give up.

I’m never satisfied.
If I’m being a badass and stealing boyfriends and hurting feelings, I’m still not happy. If I am being nice and getting walked all over upon, I’m still not happy. I think most things are just too simple that they’re complicated. I just want to spend quality time with someone that wants to spend quality time with me. I’m tired of hunting, I’m tired of being on the prowl and destroying all competition in my path. I’m tired of sharing my mind with individuals who can’t understand it. I don’t want to explain myself, I don’t want to have to make excuses for them. I just want to go back, and stay there. I want to go back to when all I had to worry about is which matchbox car I’m gonna play with now. This is difficult. Too difficult and I’m ready to just give up. There’s no individual that could tame me, that could calm me, that could cover me in the rain and laugh at my mistakes with me. Where are the ones that like to bake? Where are the ones that like to trace their fingers around the perimeter of my body, and what the hell happened to the ones that like to be appreciated? These new breed of men are just of disgusting quality and I’m truly considering giving up until they go back to the disgusting planet they’ve came from. These guys try so hard to get nowhere fast and if they do get somewhere close to close, they think they’ve won. The only thing they have won is my disrespect. I feel I won’t be satisfied until I find appreciation and acceptation, I’m not looking for love. I’m looking for comfort and I give up tying to feel around for it. I’m never satisfied.
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